My senior year of high school was very difficult. My mother became severely depressed, my father worked 2 jobs to make ends meet, and my grandmother had a debilitating stroke. I was also raped. I ended up becoming a working girl after a male friend convinced me it would lead to a better life. This isn’t an excuse for why I got into sex work, but I want people to understand how I got there.
After several months, I knew I wanted out. I was worried about getting a sexually transmitted disease or getting pregnant. The only person I could think of to go to was my family doctor. I am Canadian born, but my parents are immigrants from South Asia and my doctor was part of our community. I grew up going to her. When I disclosed to her what I was doing, she reacted more like a relative than a doctor. She told me I was stupid. She gasped when I told her how many men I had serviced. Worst of all, she threatened to tell my parents. I regretted trusting her and never went back to her. My parents eventually found out what I was doing, but I don’t think she was the one who told them.
Instead, I started going to emergency departments any time I needed medical care. I always said little about my situation. Sometimes they would give me antibiotics for urinary tract infections, other times I would get an HIV test. I think I went 7 or 8 times. On one of my last visits, my nurse gave me a duffel bag full of clothes and supplies as I was leaving. She also gave me a pamphlet for a free clinic for sex workers. At first, I was offended. Yes, I was a working girl, but I didn’t think I acted or looked like one. She just figured it out.
I did end up going to the free clinic, which I credit for saving my life. They treated me without judgment. They prescribed birth control and gave me doses of Plan B. They kept everything anonymous. At the clinic, I met a community worker who became a lifeline for me and helped me, over several months, to get out of sex work. I’m so grateful for the empathy and kindness this clinic showed me. I am 23 years old, and it’s been 4 years since I’ve done any sex work.
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The patient’s name has been changed to protect her privacy.
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