“I have learned to see” =========================== * Stuart Kinmond When Dr. Wilder Penfield gives you some personal advice, it’s not something you’re likely to forget — although it may take a while to hit home. It was nearly 30 years after he had worked as a budding researcher at the Montréal Neurological Institute that Dr. Sean B. Murphy, then the ophthalmologist-in-chief at the Royal Victoria Hospital and chair of the McGill Department of Ophthalmology, started to consider what he might do when he retired. And Pen-field’s advice from many years earlier rang in his ears: “Think about starting a second career long before you retire.” So, Murphy took up drawing and painting in his mid-50s. He hadn’t wielded a paint brush since childhood, but art had always been a vital part of his life. His parents were both New York printmakers of considerable repute and in his youth he had visited numerous art museums. He kept up this habit during adulthood and became an active member of the Montréal Museum of Fine Arts, then its president (1968–1978) as well as a board member of the Canada Council for the Arts. Now in his mid-80s, Murphy has published a book about his 30-year journey into drawing and painting entitled, *Dare to Draw • La passion du dessin* (Visual Arts Centre/McClure Gallery; 2008). ![Figure1](http://www.cmaj.ca/https://www.cmaj.ca/content/cmaj/182/11/1216/F1.medium.gif) [Figure1](http://www.cmaj.ca/content/182/11/1216/F1) Sean B. Murphy. *Grand Canal Palazzo, Venice*. The artist writes: “A comfortable bench beside the Grand Canal allowed me to leisurely observe this magnificent palazzo. I knew right away I had to sketch it. After an hour I remained another hour simply enjoying the sight and talking to passers-by.” Image courtesy of Sean B. Murphy Starting with a colourful description of the challenges and frustrations of learning to draw and paint with watercolours, he goes on to describe the great pleasure he derives from the pursuit. With an archive of 56 sketchbooks documenting his journey in visual art, Murphy has realized an important side benefit: “I have learned to see, to really see. For an eye surgeon, that is no small disclosure.” In the book, which features a forward by renowned Canadian artist Alex Colville, Murphy describes a typical experience of drawing that took place in a church in Mexico: “Alone, surrounded by rich golden decorations, I sat and thought: How to capture the feeling of this interior built to the glory of God? I began by observing, contemplating and absorbing the quiet atmosphere. The urge to sketch took over; I left aware of being moved by a deeper feeling than would have occurred had I not sketched.” The resulting intricate ink drawing of the Santo Domingo Church in Oaxaca is one of many reproductions of his artwork contained in the book, which also features doodles, pen and pencil drawings, travel sketches and watercolours. The works range from fairly simple sketches to elaborate paintings, executed with sensuous line-work and delicate application of colour. Although modest about his artistic achievements, many of Murphy’s works exhibit considerable maturity of personal style. Some evoke the work of the celebrated *New Yorker* illustrator Jean-Jacques Sempé. ![Figure2](http://www.cmaj.ca/https://www.cmaj.ca/content/cmaj/182/11/1216/F2.medium.gif) [Figure2](http://www.cmaj.ca/content/182/11/1216/F2) Sean B. Murphy. *Blue Mosque, Istanbul.* Constructed in the late 17th century, the Blue Mosque faces the Hagia Sofia Mosque. Half-way between the two are several benches for artists. “This is one of the finest sketching sites I have found anywhere,” writes Murphy. Image courtesy of Sean B. Murphy Murphy decided to write this book “not because I’m a great artist but precisely because I’m *not* a great artist.” His objective was to inspire others to embark on their own journey of drawing and painting. The book is a good primer for anyone who has the urge to draw or paint, with separate chapters on the basics of drawing and painting, the skinny on what classes to take, the kinds of materials required and the importance of carrying around a sketchbook. The text is part how-to, with a liberal sprinkling of anecdotes of his art adventures and cogent observations about art: “Surprisingly, drawing is a language that has not changed very much throughout the centuries … [even though] Art styles change constantly,” he writes. ![Figure3](http://www.cmaj.ca/https://www.cmaj.ca/content/cmaj/182/11/1216/F3.medium.gif) [Figure3](http://www.cmaj.ca/content/182/11/1216/F3) Image courtesy of Visual Arts Centre, McClure Gallery Murphy’s enthusiasm for his second career is obvious. “I still wake each morning, eager to capture on paper with my pencil or brush, a little corner of the world’s inordinate beauty, as best I know how.” ## Footnotes * Previously published at [www.cmaj.ca](http://www.cmaj.ca) After working in architecture for 30 years, Stuart Kinmond is now in the midst of his second career — as a visual artist.